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So the decision I’ve made - subject to change, just like every other decision I’ve ever made - is to more or less put those people on mute. I looked one last time at the site I referred to, because I was sent an email that the responses to my video would “hearten” me. Well, they didn’t. They were just as cruel as I’ve ever seen and - fuck, I’ll say it - evil. They were EVIL. If that’s how they react to me being as honest as I can be, then I’m done with them, as a group.
This website is for fun. DON’T TAKE IT SO SERIOUSLY. It isn’t all of me. It isn’t everything I do, everyone I see, every thought I have. I thought I would be able to record everything, and I can’t. It’s not physically possible. So these are snippits, glimpses. Ultimately it comes down to this: if you enjoy it, fantastic. If you don’t, I’m sorry I haven’t made you happy. I like making people happy. I wish I could make everyone happy. But - shocker! - I can’t.
If this is the case, then why are you sad and upset and wounded and vulnerable over negative opinions about the snippets? (And if you think that not letting a few minutes of awkward video override literally every other “snippet” they’ve seen from you on the internet [in this very entry you recommend not being vulnerable to your boyfriend, which sure is healthy advice!] is “evil,” then…why do we still give out the Nobel Prize for Evil? (TM Jon Stewart).
